MyGuardianAngel-我的守护天使-英文情书

发布时间：2023-03-22 08:17:52

MyGuardianAngel-我的守护天使-英文情书
To:Angel~From:Nina
Myguardianangel,I'veneverfeltahurtlikethiswhereitfeelsasthoughsomeonehadstuckaknifethroughmyheart.IcanbarelybreatheknowingthatIcan'tholdyou,hugyou,andkissyou.ThefactthatyouarenotwithinadistancetomethatIcaneasilyreach,hurts.I'vemissedyousobadlythemomentyouwereoutofmysight.Ichokedontearsandcouldnotmanagetobreathe.IdonotknowhowIamgoingtolivewithoutyouheretoholdandtoholdme.Iloveyousomuchthatneitherwordsnoractionscouldexpressmyfeelingsforyou.IcouldspendtherestofmylifedescribinghowmuchIloveyouanditstillwouldnotcomeclosetothewayIreallyfeel.IcoulddieforyouanditstillcouldnotpossiblyshowmyloveandfeelingsforyouinproportiontowhichIfeelthem.SinceafterChristmasIhadthissensationatthebackofmymindandattheverypitofmystomachwhereitstayedsowellhiddenthatIcouldnotevenacknowledgeit.AsEasterdrewnear,Icouldfinallyrecognizetheheavyfeelingofdread.ThisfeelingbecamemoreheavilyembeddedafterEasterandastimewenton,closertomydeparturedate,thesensationincreasinglybecamemoreintense.Nowmyworstfears,myfearsoflosingyou,havebecomeareality.Andithurts,ithurtslikehell.Ifeelsick,Itremble,Icannotbreathe,andtearsconstantlyblurmyvision.Idonotknowhowtohandlethispain-thisknifeintheheartfeelingofloss.WithoutyouIfeelaloneandcold.Ifeelsosmallandhelpless.Youcavemylife,youmademywholeandwithoutyou,Iamnothing.ThefearsthatInowhaveisthatIwillforget
thelittlethings,thoughIprayIneverwill.IamafraidthatIwillforgetthewayyoufeel,thewayyoutaste,andyoursmell.ThelittlethingsthatIlovesomuch,IamafraidthatIwillforgetthem.AndIdonotwantto,Isodonotwantto.NowIknowwhywearehere.Iknowwhywelive.It'sbecauseonceyoufindsomeoneyouloveandcareforsodearly,whereyouwouldgiveupanythingandeverythingforthem,youfoundpurposeinyourlifethatmakesitworthliving.YouaremypurposeandIdonotknowwhattodowithoutyou.Howafewhourscouldchangealife!Icontinuetocry,andIwillcontinueforalongtime,andwhenmyeyesceasetoproducemoretears,myheartwillcontinuetocryforyoueveryday,forever,becauseIwillthinkofyoueveryday,everyhour,everysecondwithinaminute.IdonotthinkIwouldpreventthatifIwantedto.Icannotstopmyheartfromcryingcrimsontearsofblood.Anditdoesbleed.ItbleedsbecauseofthepainIfeelfromlosingyou.IknowthatIwillneverreallyloseyoubecauseyouwillalwaysbeinmyheart,butthatdoesnotstopmefrommissingyou.Andfeelingdesperatewiththeneedtohugandkissyouandbeinyourarms.ThatiswhereIwishIcouldstayforever,inyourarms.Myheartbeatsforyounowandforever.Before,whenIwaswithyou,itbeathappily,hopefully,butnowitbeatslongingly.Longingtohaveyouwithme,andthatlongingcannotbeeasilyorquicklysmothered,andIdonotwanttosmotherit.Youwillalwayshaveapermanentplaceinmyheart.Iwillneverforgetyou,HowcouldI?Ineedyoumorethananything.Youaremylifesupport.AlthoughIhatewhathasbeendonetous,beingtornapartfromoneanother,IwillalwaysbehappyforthetimeIhadyouwithme.Iwilltreasureeachmomentinmyheartandbethankfulforthelittle,precioustimewehadtogether.Iloveyousomuch,soverymuchand

MyGuardianAngel-我的守护天使-英文情书

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